Thursday, February 01, 2007

je besion de s'enfuir paris

This is my 100th post here on Chuntress...exciting, huh?

Well it's odd that today, I'm my 100th post, I'm feeling the most numb. I've been going on for a while now about how I should run away. Well I haven't publicly stated this on "le blog," but I've made mention to those in my immediate friend circle. I think running away would do me some good. I'm at a strange point where I love my lifestyle some days, but other days I hate it--the partying, the emptiness, the loneliness, the bad finances, my decisions, my living situation, my new found objectification of men--all of it. I stand by previous posts, I, Black Swan, will run away to Paris.

In other news, I've discovered a new love in music, Amy Winehouse. She's soulful, retro, real, and peculiar all at the same time. I suggest you give her a listen. Her music has made me nostalgic for a life I've never lived. I really don't think anything is wrong with wanting to revamp your life. Why not now? I'm on the brink of my mid-twenties (and I feel it everyday), I have no real commitments, and I should do as much as I can in this life. I'm starting my change next week with a haircut...minus 2 inches. Methinks this will be tres chic--indicative of a new me.

Happy 100th post to me, le chuntress...

Paris will receive me well (HA).

1 comment:

Kim said...

if you go to paris, don't forget to take me!